I was inspired by Cambria Joy, a blogger/YouTuber, to also share my thoughts and how I became the person I think I should be. Many years of my life I've been so busy doing things I thought I want. When I was a student, I should study well and get good grades. I should pass my exams and collect medals or something. I should prove to others or to myself that I am better, or competitive than ever. I thought I should graduate. And so I graduated college. Then after that, life became